applesindecember

I'm officially a college graduate! Unfortunately that means everyone gets to ask me what I'm going to do with my life now... And I honestly don't know xD I'm taking things one day at a time. Right now I'm in the middle of my second internship, but I don't have any plans for afterwards. I need a job, but I'm not sure I'm qualified for the work I want to do. And the year is just flying by... June is already almost over. O_O Needless to say, I haven't had much time to be creative lately. Which sucks, because I really want to draw and write and just.. let loose all the creative juices I've had to repress. XD I guess the only way that's going to

I've always wanted to have a cute journal like other dA members. But it's not worth money to me.. I guess i'm a cheapskate, but eh, who cares. I shall enjoy this while it lasts! XD

It is exhausting, energy-draining, time-consuming, nerve-wracking, mind-boggling, and truly the hardest thing I've done in my life. Well, to be technical I'm still doing it. But I'm not sure it's really doing much other than just squashing my creativity. I don't have time to draw or write anything not school-related. I don't even have time to THINK about drawing or writing anything not school-related. And, quite frankly, that is depressing. Especially when I got a D+ on my first essay of the semester--when I'm used to getting A's. Ouch. So, I think to myself, maybe I'm not even that good at writing. Maybe I shouldn't bother. Maybe no one wil